Sunday, July 6, 2008

The Definition of a Queen

Okay, so I have to say I am a little pissed off right now and yes I do write well when I am emotional but right now I can not quite grasp the words to respond to this individual. So I am going to put it out there for your feedback. For those who know and follow my work I write and perform on a wide range of topics from the revolution to sexual and am known for all types of work.

Yet, almost everyone knows my infamous sex poem, "I JUST WANNA" (if not check it out below) but anyway, for those who have followed me know that I have gone back and forth about this dimension of my personality and my work. In my personal life, I have always exuded a sexuality around me without trying (I can now say this as fact without someone thinking I am conceited) and thus different images, thoughts and/or opinions were always contrived without people getting to know me (some good, some bad) and growing up this caused a lot of insecurities which I hid from others. (I have to tell you that until this day I have to actively project my voice different on the phone because either people won't hear me or they think I am doing something so if I get too relaxed people always ask what are you trying to prove or who are you trying to seduce but honestly, that is my actual voice which I constantly project differently for everyday conversation).

Then the time came where I grew up, I stopped worrying what others thought about me and embraced all aspects of myself including my sexuality but yet I still had mixed feelings about conveying them in my art performance, poetry, etc... because I guess I did not want to be labeled or have the other poetry that I do diminished because there are those who can't quite grasp the fact that to embrace your sexuality does not make you a slut.

Anyway, let me cut this short, I am also on facebook and there is an individual who was recently added to my friend list. I received an email from him entitled RELIGIOUS VIEWS and the email states I was going to ask you about your religious views but your video turned me off, this is not the actions of a QUEEN!

Ummm, EXCUSE me, I can not stand when people get on their high horses and make assumptions, blah,blah,blah.

Anyway, what are your opinions on this? What makes a QUEEN?! Let me know


Don't forget to visit Rai Place!


Add to Technorati Favorites